"If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn't. What is, it wouldn't be. And what it wouldn't be, it would. You see?"
- Lewis Carroll
Haha. This is so cute. I was doing some light reading when I came upon it, so sorry I can’t remember where it is from! Here you go :)
Beyond grateful that these are the people I get to share my days with. So much happy ❤️
"Sometimes all you want are firsts, but you have to settle for seconds…"
In life you try so hard to do your best, but you end up falling.
"Aim for the stars", they say. “So at least if you fall, you’ll land on the moon.”
And that’s the problem you see. People will settle for mediocracy. We are encouraged to go the extra mile with a “but” in between. I am a firm believer that if you fail to plan, you have actually planned to fail from the beginning.
It’s coming to one year since, and I still can never do my best or produce to the best of my ability. Every time I have a plan or intention to create something special, I end up overthrown, even before I begin the race. It feels like a race against against the blowing wind, that’s only going towards my direction. I can never win.
I try so hard, only to have the kings and queens trample over me while I watch everything unfold with so much grace and magic. I try to reach out, and be there, but all I end up doing is cause hurt to myself. I stand nowhere next to kings and queens… The monarch peaks up so high that I can barely reach their ground. The more I try, the more I fail; spiralling me down into a never ending black hole.
Some days I wonder, I really wonder, why do I even try? One failure to another and I still don’t learn. I can’t win…
How much smaller do I have to feel, to finally realise
that I cannot do it?
Of cat ears, dirty hands and sneaking selfies with the lecturer while he talks 😂
“Aiyo! No need to take picture lah pretty girl!”
I’d take Friday mornings any day please 👌